Anyway, things in Cambridge are going well.. more or less. Yesterday I really felt homesick.
Sometimes I feel I just don't belong to this youth, to these people I meet everyday, to their acting and lying to each other just to look better. I don't belong to their saturdays at the reagal, their dancing to non-melodies and their talking without any thinking.
I missed my friends, my people, my places, my smiles and laughters.
There are also moments in which I would never come back, but they don't last long.
Every time I'm on these journeys I feel the need for writing, but above all to meditate about myself... And on this subject I'd have loads and loads of things to say, but I never feel free to tell them. I've built thick walls to surround me, but if you pay some attention between these letters, maybe you'll be able to find a little window.
Or maybe not.
n/n
2008-05-28 @ 17:10